20051130

thanz rachel
thanz siu kit
i had a happy day today


thanz si hing
for helping me pick up the graduation gown

thanz heidi
for talking on da fone with me

thanz everybody
m happy today
less stressed than ever
really dunno y


last VTR of my sit com tmr
hope everything will be fine


celebration dinner tmr
luckily i have chow siu kit as a companion
bored to death otherwise
haha



i'd betta be alone

miss u 2 r

farewell dinner

dined with farlo n siukeung @mk tonite
as a farewell dinner with siukeung la
japanese restaurant @ginza plaza
not bad n not expensive ar

talked a lot
shared a lot
understand a lot more
corrected some mis-perception
n .. haha
i never thought i would have shared this
but i did
comfortably

as i've told them
i believed finding a friend @workspace is not easy
but i did
twice at a time

though not very close friendz
but i believe we'll someday be


tried glasses @ some glasses shop
played happily
took photos @mk pedestrian area
like we're some kind of tourists
haha

my friendzz

me in tung's glasses

me in dor's glasses

dayoff

今朝去左剪左一個頭髮
為左畢業禮做足準備 hehe
之後去左尖沙咀行左一個
再落旺角join唐fing欣小姐
行左一個旺角
食左一個好味而唔算貴的tea
keke~

同唐小姐一齊買左sweater
$250 = 2 x slazanger sweater 抵!!
佢買左黑色 我買左橙色
之後番左新都城
想買但買唔到畢業的斯文西褲tim!!
同大家姐食左一個飯
之後就番屋企lu


今日本身好想去電影中心睇愛面子
最後都係去左同熊貓玩 好曳呀 keke~
dayoff的日子過得特特特別快

sa多東的下午

今朝一早番去
等cast兩隻小演員
1100 1230各一隻

幫張小姐處理book帶問題
幫鄭小姐處理book道具問題
幫朱小姐處理某個問題
俾rita兇左兩次
同方導演傾左幾句偈

之後坐車去旺角食飯
同張先生逛左一個cd店
join埋李小姐食左一個易牙妙手
同兩位一起領略真愛的意義
再講左好多是非

三人再逛左另一間vcd店
join左王先生再分別
買了許許多多的民初電影vcd
卻買不到《霸王別姬》


今日金句︰
呢D係真愛唻架


今日非常重要的發現一大個
終於明白點解我總係吸引怪人
原來係咁 我無話可說
可能我係註定孤獨終老

張先生忘記了
我這麼可愛 愛侶滿街 的上一句
原是整句歌詞的真諦
我可能只有認命的份


after all
一個愉快的下午
一個充滿笑聲的飯聚
原來已經很足夠

WHY NOT LOVE ME?

20051125

今日正式同新老細傾偈
得出的結論係
i will have a hard time



想見我最後一面的人請盡情約我

20051124

talked so much today
siutung
wahmui
carrie
siu keung
siu kit
kerry
ben
stephen
haha

got my XYLITOL today
haha
see the pic

he's now lying on my desk




HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest sister
baba is not back yet
i key him on~ haha~
he's going to leave hospital this saturday
so happy~

the days

無聊地在看大家的舊日記
記起了很多關於傳說的事
除了ocamp外還有這一篇
很無聊的回憶
但卻是久違了的無憂無慮

被擄 10/23/2003
光天化日之下，
understanding movies放break之時，
大熊貓於人文館二樓入口與三名候選莊員聊天。
突然之間剎出一隻駱駝和一個圈圈。
駱駝前來與一年級的同學搭訕，
圈圈則突然緊鎖著大熊貓的雙手，
並將大熊貓拖行至升降機門口。
駱駝見狀，
立刻前來幫忙。
但是...
牠並非幫忙拯救大熊貓，
而是...
將大熊貓的隻腳抱起。
圈圈抬手，
駱駝抬腳，
大熊貓無奈被強行抬起。
此兩名犯人犯案之前並沒有經過任何部處，
只是突然發癲，
忽發奇想擄走大熊貓。
本熊貓奉勸大家，
在人文館聊天時要提高警覺，
提防被擄。

20051123

nth really happened today
yet sa wanna write sth
but sa thought of nth to say

sa felt into autism

20051122

almost forgot the feeling of falling in love
almost...

新工作

將會開真情監製徐遇安的新民初劇
今天正式獲通知
將會跟另一個senior導演
仲要係開round
明明「跟senior導演」同埋「開頭round」都係senior PA先會遇到的
公司冇人到要咁樣「重用」我
搞到我好驚tim
carrie不停叫我唔好驚
仲解釋左一d野俾我知
由於新老細係大佬的前老細
結果佢又勁嚇我
話新老細係會鬧人架...
十個驚
十萬個驚
唉...
今日已經cast左一個小演員
同埋收到頭五集的分場

唯一開心的係
男主角係xxx!!
嘩哈哈哈哈哈~
超開心呀

20051121

been to cu today
juz for my dearest baby
bitchy lunch again, haha~
non-stop talking for 2 hours +
then back to office
done some paper work
chat with friends
met mandy @lobby
gained a free ride to hanghau
with her cutie dog in my arms
1st time to hug a dog for so long, haha~
been to hospital then
juz back home
have to return to office later on
coz ms alice INVITED me to perform in her drama
reporter.. haha.. havent been one for long
promised to buy snacks for chow siu kit
leave home soon lu~

so tired today
yet happy~

20051120

fragile

i shouldnt

可人兒

不介意怪人喜歡我
只介意喜歡我的全是怪人

兩天之內 兩個人跟我說
the best is yet to come

對 我渴望被重視
因為快要連我自己也不愛自己

張小姐說
男孩子都愛嬌滴滴的女孩子
是否就代表我不會有人愛了

很久沒有post過的一首歌

良朋常常提著我 這麼多好友 愛我最多
可笑是這麼可愛 對快樂無助
這數年 不理深愛著誰 亦未被對方珍惜過
沒有花 沒有果 但我記得他怎拒絕我

要是可愛 為何無人愛我
夜夜獨自一個 祈求誰來家裡坐坐
抬頭望鏡亦算不失不過 到底我甚麼出錯

要是可愛 為何無人愛我
夜夜獨自一個 回來和牆壁唱著愛歌
唱到自信恐怕亦無多 連我自己都不愛我
連我亦笑問憑甚麼 情愛是決定遺下我

良朋常常胡亂猜 我這麼可愛 愛侶滿街
嘲笑內帶點安慰 勸我別言敗
激憤時 總會擁我入懷 落力為我開解不快
越要開 越要解 讓我更加擔心我狀態

是你麼 若有人愛我 是你麼
這地球 男孩如此多
情人在哪兒 情人是你麼

rest

八個拍攝日後
終於可以無憂地倒在床上

年年有今日

Happy Birthday to 大佬
really miss the days when we were in cu
your bday party @na staff can last year
how memorable...
all the best la~

20051109

m dying

had breakfast with my dear colleague joseph chow siu kit this morning
lunch with him, cherrie, van n new colleague dick
damn relaxing for the whole 1-hour lunch break
fell back into pressure n depression when returned to 7/F
saw my dear big brother finally
thankful for his concern

left early tonite
juz dun wanna stay at office anymore


first day of shooting tmr
pressure pressure pressure
i hope i can sleep tonite


see ur words again when i think of u
i m surprised, yet thankful
i miss u
we can be forever friends
i truly believe

didnt sleep well again
damn tired...

juz wanna wake up some morning
and feel like i've been sleeping long enough

20051106

今天早上
曾經有這麼一秒鐘
我在想
反正回到公司也沒有24集劇本
不如在家歇一歇

結果11時許回到公司
沒有停過手地工作至1700
甚至沒有想起過要吃點什麼當午飯
只是因為要探父親大人
所以才離開公司



一個人站在醫院對開等巴士
望著已然漆黑的天空
我嘆了一口氣

一個人坐在客廳看窈窕熟女
望著已然熟悉的劇情
我嘆了一口氣

丫~~

壓

這幾晚睡得不好
明明躺在床上六七個小時
卻讓同事們問我
「你好似幾晚冇訓咁喎 搞咩唻呀」
其實就是睡不好
主因是
下星期又開工了

剛踏入在TVB的第5個月
發現自己仍舊未適應工作壓力
每當靜下來時腦裡總是轉著工作的事
生怕自己做錯做漏了些什麼
壓力 快要把我給壓死了


請賜我有效減壓方法一大個

l&g film festival

dor asked me whether i would like to watch saving face
(opening film of hongkong lesbian n gay film n video festival!)
the movie will be shown on nov 17
oh my god i juz browsed through the website last night
n mourned for it bcoz i will have studio shooting that day...
then dor called... i believe our minds are somehow connected...

but i juz found out from mov3.com that the movie will also be shown later
hope i will be able to watch it ...


again i m sacrificing for mr chan's plan of buying his new car in italy

:(

i really hate that feeling of being followed step by step

juz cant imagine how happy i was when i read those few lines

今年至今本來想在電影院看的...

january
海南雞飯 Rice Rhapsody
越世驚情 Birth
驚天奪寶 National Treasure

february
Ray

march
AV
二捕曲 36 Quai des Orfevres
情迷祖莉亞 Julia
哈爾移動城堡 Howl's Moving Castle
引人入性 Kinsey
尼蒙利斯連環不幸事件 Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
情流心海 The Sea Inside
美麗緣未了 A Very Long Engagement

april
早熟 2 Young
三岔口 Divergence
可可西里 Kekexili
藉著雨點說愛你 Be with You
珈琲時光 Cafe Lumiere

may
不死狗 Danny the Dog

june
蝙蝠俠 俠影之謎 Batman Begins
凶汽球 Enduring Love
下妻物語 Kamikaze Girls

july
我的馬拉松 Marathon

august
長途嚇機 Red Eye

september
長恨歌 Everlasting Regret
魔法嬌妻 Bewitched
當年相戀意中人 Broken Flowers
害匙 Skeleton Key

october
再說一次我愛你 All About Love
怪誕屍新娘 Corpse Bride
深入深喉 Inside Deep Throat

今年至今在電影院看過...

january
bj單身日記2: 愛你不愛你 bridget jones: edge of reason
鯊膽大話王 shark tale
歌聲魅影 the phantom of the opera
誘心人 closer
功夫 kung fu hustle

february
魔間行者 constantine
小飛俠前傳之魔幻童心 finding neverland
娛樂大亨 aviator

march
捉迷藏 hide and seek
酒佬日記 sideway

april
美麗女狼 monster

may
愛神 eros

june
史密夫決戰史密妻 mr and mrs smith
頭文字d initial d

july
--- (七月我竟然係冇入過戲院)

august
阿嫂 ah sou
朱古力掌門人charlie and the chocolate factory
七劍 seven swords

september
喇叭書院 swing girls
外出 april snow
擊動深情 cinderella man

october
黑社會 election
親切的金子 sympathy for lady vegeance
最好的時光 three times



原來我睇左好少戲
shit 要睇番多d!

!!!

昨天晚上家姐說跟朋友們去看at17
問我有沒有興趣
我興緻勃勃地說好啊好啊反正不會開工至30號
然後今天就生變了~~
30號應偏偏要開工
可惡呀!!!
最衰係o個個姓陳的男人呀